I remember

I remember feeling.

I remember laughter.

I remember crying when I was sad.

I remember rain.

I remember acid on my skin.

I remember clouds shining on the surface of a river. 

I remember scratches.

I remember bleeding.

I remember sinking, thinking - useless.

I remember strength.

I remember focus.

I remember knowing what it's like to be raw.

I remember dying.

I remember falling.

I remember my heart exploding - sacrifice.

I know feeling.

I know laughter.

I know to cry when I am sad.

I know rain.

I know acid on my skin.

I know clouded surfaces of murky water.

I know scratches - cuts.

I know bleeding - pores - screech.

I know that right now I feel bruised.

I know strength.

I know focus.

I know a rawness right now - that needs to be held.

I know dying.

I know falling.

I know I want you to hold my heart.

Take care of me tonight.

I remember....

I know...

I hurt.